Anonymous asked: 1, 4, 12, 20, 30
1. my best friends are
steven and tara. i met tara in eighth grade and we have been pretty close ever since. she moved to north dakota a couple years ago, but we still talk on the phone pretty often. steven and i went to college together but never really hung out; i moved to the same town as him in november, and the rest is history.
4. what i’m really good at
i guess makeup. and i’m a decent actor and singer.
12. my biggest pet peeves
dear people behind me at the salad bar, i am taking my sweet time to prepare my salad the way i like it; don’t get all up in my grill. also when people read over my shoulder and children who aren’t taught that it isn’t polite to stare.
20. how my last kiss went down
i was drunk and my friend and i finally hooked up. in his car, by the river. it was kinda fun. he kissed me goodbye and i woke up the next morning with an awesome bruise on my shoulder.
30. an internal conflict i have with myself
despite losing half my body weight, KNOWING that i’m actually thin, and wearing usually a size 4, i still think i’m fat. i have basically recovered from engaging in eating-disordered behaviors, but the desire to do so is there every second of every day. i never feel pretty unless i’m hungry.